One of my boys said to me last night, "Mom, I can't believe your still awake!" It was 11pm. I am usually in bed by 9. And that is pushing it. I feel so much better. I have more energy. I don't feel weighted down and tired and sad. I feel good that I am eating good things. I can only imagine how great it is going to be when I have lost this "extra person" that I am carrying around.
I have been thinking a lot about why I have gotten to this point. I have been on so many diets, spend hundreds and hundreds of dollars trying different weight loss programs. I would lose 15-20 and then give up. Then I would gain that back plus 10-20. I don't feel like the person I see in the mirror. I don't want to let another year go by and miss so much of life. No more.
I am at the end of month 3. I have lost 16.6 pounds. I wanted to be a little farther along. But I am not going to dwell on it. This is a long journey and I am not quitting. Wait, I still have till Sunday. I might just make it to the 20 pound mark.....We'll see. No, never mind, its bloat up time, I will be happy with making my 5% goal. That I WILL accomplish.
Goals for this next week. Move more. I have committed to WALK my first 5K. It is in a little over a month. I can walk 2 miles right now. So, I have a little work to do . Thank you to my friend with the same name, lol, for encouraging me to do this and for my sweet daughter and son-in-law for signing up too. It is going to be fun. We will have to take some photos. Hopefully , they won't be of me passed out on the side of the road.......lol.
Let do this.....
I really do love your blog posts, Hollie. Most of them feel like my own words from my own mind, so I really can relate. Thanks for sharing with the rest of us. :) You're doing great!
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